Saturday, May 16, 2009


Normally, watching Bevan play outside brings me more joy than just about anything else. Today as I watch him look for someone to play with and want me to teeter totter with him, I feel sadness. So sad that there isn't going to be that little brother to play with anytime soon. He doesn't know what he's missing (and going to be missing) but I do and my heart hurts.

2 comments:

Eileen said...

I'm so sorry your heart hurts. I wish I could wrap it up in a blankie. And I bet he understands more than you know.

Krysta said...

I'm sorry Steph! I haven't really been on the computer in over a week. I'm just getting all caught up. I hope Doug can find another job again soon. The burial gown was beautiful. How sweet of her to do that.

Hang in there. I hope things get better soon.